Poem

50 Deep Breaths

I've laughed at the Arctic Ocean with good friends

Tasted warm German libations with my ethnic grin

I've made lifelong friends and loved under Northern lights

I was able to center and appreciate life

I am okay with being an ex-wife

I find joy in lazy Sunday afternoons

I am a book with one more chapter

It is peace, joy and security I am after

I've seen the reality of a sad demise

I love the hues of ethereal skies

It takes nature to make us wise

My kinky red hair is fading to gray

I've come to realize, it's okay

I'm still sexy anyway!

I'm that Natural Woman Aretha sang about

The brown sugar that made Mick Jagger shout

Looking out on the morning rain

Knowing I overcame

I adore colorful flowers in bloom

Joni Mitchell lyrics on a Saturday afternoon

Perfect sunsets and butterflies

Strengthening friendships and family ties

A good book and looking back at old photos

A relaxing pedicure for my pretty toes

Embracing the good times I've had

I'm able to smile when remembering my dad

I am watching my daughter maneuver life

Wishing her joy whether single or married

The most precious cargo I ever carried

At this age, the world has changed beyond belief

I roll with the punches, time is a thief

Here today, gone tomorrow, tears of gladness

Tears of sorrow, time is something we merely borrow

So far, I've done the best I could

Like my mother before me

My intentions were good

From: Uptown Déjà Vu

Summary

“50 Deep Breaths” by Jimmie Ware is a poem centered on memory, love and relationships, family. Its imagery is anchored in Arctic Ocean. The poem develops its subject through recurring images and shifts in emotional pressure rather than reducing the experience to a single statement.

Analysis

Voice

A personal, first-person speaker combines recollection with direct emotional address.

Style and form

The poem is line-driven, first-person. The poem moves by accumulation: images, references, and tonal turns build on one another, so meaning emerges from their relationships as much as from narrative sequence.

Themes and imagery

Its strongest thematic currents include memory, love and relationships, family, identity. Concrete images give those abstractions physical weight, while changes in diction and pace keep the poem from settling into a single emotional register.

Reading the poem

A productive way to read “50 Deep Breaths” is to watch how its images change function as the poem progresses. Details that initially establish scene or memory become emotional evidence. The result is a poem whose argument is carried through association, rhythm, and image as much as through explicit statement.

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Source & rights

Source: Uptown Déjà Vu

Rights: Copyright controlled by the rights holder. Published here with permission.